Long weekend again

May 28th, 2006

Thursday LL had a friend over and they had a lot of fun. My fellow took it easy, I did laundry and we did some grocery shopping.

Friday my fellow worked, the kidlet and I did some more shopping, got a tensor bandage for my fellow, I got my boots repaired, then dropped LL off to his farfar and went and got my hair cut and permed.

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After I got home, we picked up the kidlet, picked up a gel to try on my fellow’s sore ankle and had fika in Sigtuna.

Saturday we went to Eskilstuna Parken Zoo with 120 of our neighbours. *laugh* There were 3 busloads of us and it was a lot of fun. I felt very stressed about my fellow though, his sore foot was not a good thing to be wandering about on for hours. We headed out at 0830, got to the zoo a bit after 1000. My fellow and I sat together and listened to mp3’s with my new earphones. It was nice to be able to relax together instead of him having to drive. The kidlet sat across from us with his aunt and he had a fun time too.

We saw lots of animals, did fun stuff, had a nice taco lunch and it didn’t rain. *laugh* It cost 100 sek for each of us and that included the bus trip, park entrance fee, a wristband for unlimited rides at the amusement park, popcorn and lunch. Just the park entrance fee is 120 sek a person if we had gone on our own. I love that the condo association arranges these trips for us!

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Today is Mother’s Day and we also had ice cream and gifts for my fellow since it is his birthday tomorrow but he has a meeting in the evening. His family came over at 1630, there were mother’s day gifts and cards, birthday gifts and cards, coffee, tea and vienetta. Then my fellow took us to get pizza for dinner. A perfect day.

Almost done!

May 24th, 2006

Today we did our presentation on the effects of shipping on the Baltic Sea. I also uploaded the final report from our study vacation to Estonia. So now I am finished with science, both swedish classes and my distance course. The only thing left to finish up is math for school Monday afternoon. Then I will be done with studies for this year. Next week we have math on Monday, Tuesday we are having a picnic with our swedish as a second language group, Wednesday is an outdoor day, Thursday we have final evaluations and Friday is the final day!

After school Ibo picked me up and then we picked up LL from fritids. We went to the centrum, had fika/lunch and then looked at cameras. From there we went to Upplands Väsby and looked at more cameras. I got earphones for my mp3 player, these ones. My ears are small inside and I can’t use the normal type for more than a few minutes at a time.

Tomorrow the kidlet has a friend coming over to play, I have laundry time at 1500 and hopefully my fellow will take it easy and rest his injured ankle.

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Last trip to Danderyd for this year?

May 17th, 2006

We saw the surgeon this morning, a 3 month post op appointment after LL’s tonsillotomy. She was pleased with his healing and took pictures of his throat for the study. She was really pleased to hear that he is done with the speech therapist and that his snoring has decreased. So hopefully we don’t have to go back to Danderyd again until his yearly eye appointment next March. After having 6 appointments in one month over the winter, this is a big treat. *laugh*

I asked about their disaster plan while I was there, since the one I wrote up from the kommun did not seem to be what she wanted for the basic medicine course. I was given a number to call in the morning since the people responsible for the disaster planning were not in. The woman at information was really surprised that anyone would ask about the hospital’s disaster plan. *laugh*

We took the subway to Central station and the train from there, just because the kidlet loves the subway. Now he is doing homework and we are going to make muffins shortly, since I found baking soda at the little grocery store downstairs at Valsta Centrum. ICA was out of it.

Love at first sight!

May 15th, 2006

I never believed in love at first sight until the day I saw my fellow for the first time, walking across the airport.

Today it was love at first sight, when I saw these. *laugh*

School Days

May 15th, 2006

Today was a very frustrating day. When we dropped off the kidlet I went in to write in the binder that he was going to be going home with a classmate, something that his mom and I arranged by sms first thing in the morning. LL followed us in and informed us that it was sports day and why had we not packed sports clothes for him. Well, the biggest reason was that we didn’t know it was sport day. The school sends out a weekly letter to parents. Ours is published on the schools website sometime over the weekend. As of 2300 Sunday evening, there was no weekly letter. I really dislike being scolded by my 7 year old at any time but especially when it is about something I had no control over. My fellow voiced his unhappiness about the situation to the principal who really didn’t appear to give a rats patootie. One big concern was that yet again, LL would be missing english class, because of things being organized on a Monday. This was pointed out to school personel.

Off to my school where I realized as soon as my fellow stopped the car, that I had no keycard with me for access to the school and the computer labs. Luckily the school was open and I knocked and was given entrance to the lab when I needed it. Worked on a couple of different projects and got a fair amount done on them. After lunch was math, it was actually not a bad class at all.

Headed home and stopped at the centrum to take in my fellow’s watch, it broke before I went to Estonia. Then I went to the drugstore and got tick medicine for the dog and more Clarityn for my fellow. When I paid with his card, I was asked to provide ID. I didn’t have any with me because I took out everything from my wallet before I went to Tallinn, except my bank card and my EU sick insurance card. I had my passport so I didn’t need any other ID. But I left my passport at home this morning, thinking I had no need for it. *laugh* I left my purchases and went to the bank machine, took out cash and went back to get my stuff. From there I went to our local centrum to pick up a few groceries. I decided not to chance the ID thing again so I took out a bit more cash. Well it was a good thing, apparently there was some problem with verification of cards today and everyone who paid with a card had to show ID and sign the reciept.

When I got home I took the dog for a walk, since I had promised my fellow I would do so. Then I got dinner cooking and waited for the kidlet to come home. When he did I heard the news that while his school arranged to have him and the other two kids in his english class back to St: G’s for class at 1230, his english teacher never showed up. ARGHHHHH!!!!!

Of course my fellow is out to a meeting tonight, so our dinner will wait until he gets home and I am missing him a lot. Is it strange that after 9 years of living together, I still miss him whenever we are not together?

Tallinn

May 14th, 2006

May 7/2006

We headed out from Märsta Station a bit after 1800. Ibo, Llywellyn and Susan saw me off to the bus. We drove to Kapellskär and at 2100 our ship, the Vana Tallinn left port on the way to Paldiski. I was in cabin 6006 with Cyndi, Jasna and Klaudia. We ate a late dinner, bought some chocolate at the taxfree and sat and chatted for a bit until the leering truck drivers drove us to our cabin, where we turned in at 2330. We could hear Majsa in the next laughing for a couple hours before they settled off to sleep as well. Klaudia went out dancing and came in around 0500. Apparently when the bar closed at 0300 the ship staff stayed and partied with our group until 0500. *laugh*

May 8/2006

We were up at 0630 and had breakfast on the ferry at 0700. It was a nice breakfast and the best were mini pirogies. The ship docked at 0800 and we went through pass control and out to our bus. After a half hour or so it was obvious something was wrong, 4 of our students and 2 of our teachers were not at the bus when it was time to leave. Apparently one of the teachers had contact with the Estonian embassy and was told that as long as our non swedish students had valid visas for Sweden, they would be able to enter Estonia without a visa from the Estonian embassy. Well that was wrong. So Edemir, Hussein, Lamin and Majsa were not allowed to enter the country so Sigurd went back with them on the ferry home. It put a damper on the day, especially Majsa who was so happy and excited about the trip. Once that was sorted out, our bus headed into Paldiski. Our tour guide, Ylmar was a little old man who had been in school at the beginning of WW2. He only spoke Estonian so we had Marianne with us to interpret. There were 3 other tourists on the bus, english speakers who had an english interpreter. It was really tough for me because while I was trying to listen to Marianne, one ear was always straining to hear the english. *laugh*

Paldiski, a city of about 4000, was very interesting. It was occupied first by the Russians, then the Germans and then the Soviets, for a period of over 50 years from the start of WW2 until 1994. The city was closed during the war and then again when the nuclear plant and u-boat base were built there. Amid the dirt and destruction evident everywhere are pockets of rebirth in this city. Driving in I saw buildings that reminded me of Finland and most were painted in the pastel colours that are evident throughout Estonia. We passed the railway tracks where an electric train runs between Paldiski and Tallinn. The abandoned u-boat base is falling to pieces and graffiti on one of the remaining walls states appropriately “Welcome to Hell”. We saw the estonian school that had 24 students in 1994 when it reopened after the soviet troops left. Today there are over 200 students.

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Amidst the ruins of military facilities are a number of new windmills.

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They were built two years ago and supply the city with power. There is a large lighthouse on the point that the russians tried to blow up when the german troops took control in 1940, but someone cut the line to the dynomite so the lighthouse remained.

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The russians did however pull up the railway tracks and killed all the horses, dumping everything into the sea. In 1940 the germans built a watch tower that looked out over the gulf of Finland, with 4 cannons sighted to shoot anyone who tried to leave or enter Estonia from that point.

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A large bunker is also buílt at the base of the watch tower.

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A very interesting story was the story of the lutheran church in Paldiski. During the occupation it was used as a dance hall, a movie theatre and a storage facility at different times. In 1993 Ylmar spoke with a russian woman asking for the church keys to see what could be done with it. She handed them over and after he looked in and saw the disrepair she said he could hold on to the keys. He went immediately and bought a new lock for the church. With help from parishes in Estonia, Finland, Germany and even Scotland, the church was restored and outfitted but is still very stark. On one wall is a painting of the church as it was before the occupation. That painting was hidden from the occupying forces for 50 years, in various homes.

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At the front of the church is a painting of Christ. It was hidden in Tallinn behind the pipes of the organ in the cathedral.

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It was decided to have the first mass in the church for christmas 1993. The day of the service they recieved a call that Lennart Meri, Estonia’s president, was coming to the service and a film crew would be coming to film the reclamation of Paldiski’s church. After a mad scramble someone brought a bench from thier home sauna, so that Meri would have a place to sit. Today the parish has 20 members. Across a road from this church is the russian orthodox church, also being restored but it is taking much longer.

The soviets built a nuclear reactor in Paldiski in the 60’s and the site is still under guard today, because of the radioactivity around the area. If I understood him correctly, there are two atomic subs in this spot, encased in cement.

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Outside of Paldiski we saw the memorial to the people who died in the Klooga concentration camp there. 2000 jewish people and a number of Estonian political prisoners were kept there and murdered by the germans in 1944 when the soviet troops were coming back.

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I feel like rbzy … trött

May 13th, 2006

Home from Tallinn. It was fun, it was interesting, I missed my fellow and the kidlet way too much and I am not sure I will take another vacation away without them.

There are only a couple weeks left for school and I have 2 assignments to finish. I also have to sort out what the teacher wants for the medical course I am taking. So that is not quite done either. I have to say that this last term has been the worst. Between being ill, having the kidlet ill and the frustration of every piece of work I do coming back with all these corrections necessary, I am just fed up. I cry all the time, I even cried every day we were away in Tallinn. I refuse to go the anti depressant route again. The last time I took them, I overdosed myself on them, so they did not seem to have worked well for me. The thought of having to go to Canada and deal with my belongings is just daunting. My confidence level is at an all time low. I want my fellow to take care of things, he is much better at it, but of course I am a grown woman and have to do it myself.

Happy things …. I got a fun new purse in Tallinn and really cute sandals. My fellows seem to like the things I got for them too. I really like the new clothes I got, I feel very pretty and feminine in them.

Today I am doing laundry, dishes and at some point I have to vacuum. LL has a birthday party to go to at 1600 and he has no gift yet, so as soon as the laundry is done we have to go shopping. I would like to believe that tomorrow I can just rest up and recharge some but I know there will be half a dozen jobs that will need doing and I won’t be able to just let them be and relax.

I mentioned to my fellow yesterday that I would like to do a cruise when we have vacation in July. The kidlet would enjoy it and ít would be nice to have time away from here, just us 3. So the ball is in his court now. *laugh*

Ok, my 10 minutes of sitting is done and it is time to go back to the laundry room. Yes, I am tired. *laugh*

Tallinn

May 7th, 2006

So I leave in a couple hours and I am so not excited about this trip. I used to be but just at the moment I am so darn tired I just would rather be in bed. *laugh*

Of course I am sure it will be fun and I can shop something nice to bring home, so it won’t be a total waste. I think I am just feeling homesick already and I haven’t even left. How silly women are at times.